You read the catalog description, now what is Acting One is really about?
It is a zoo. You find here boys to pick up the girls, girls for modeling games, soccer and hockey mom with kinds in elementary school, retied firemen and grannies, disturbed kids of all possible genders, and the rest of human race who take for "humanity credit"! I think that pets, especially, dogs and cats should be able to take it too! If we want to have fun, they should be in also! What "acting"? By the second week half of them are gone. Don't bather to memorized their names. There many accidental students in this world; most of them in acting classes.
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121 Journal (2002 sample)
I'll talk about your journals, during our conferences (one-on-one), bring with you all your paperwork for the class. SummaryQuestionsET: I'm lost in (hyber) space -- help! Notes
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South Pacific –
Stage Manager, Actor, Makeup
The Man Who Came To
Dinner – Actor, Makeup, Costuming
Joseph and the
Amazing Technicolor Dreamcoat – Actor, Makeup
The Good Doctor –
Actor, Costuming, Makeup
Guys and Dolls –
Lighting Designer/Director, Actor, Makeup, Costuming
Anything Goes –
Costuming, Makeup
Second Language
Theatre – Participant, 1st Place in 2-Person Scene
I have always had a
strange and inexplicable attraction to the writings of Oscar Wilde. I’m not
sure what it is about his mixture of philosophy and the ridiculous, but I love
the way he has a sense of humor about the most common (and often the most
frustrating) characteristics of humans.
Phyllis, from Fat Men in Skirts, by Nicki
Silver fascinated me the first time I read this monologue. Though the topic is
certainly off-color by the standards of most, the perspective it reveals is eye
opening. The people you see on the streets have mothers too. Perhaps because my
mother is such a wonderful person, and I have always felt a great deal of
compassion for those raised in an atmosphere that didn’t encourage them to
think for themselves . . .. Phyllis struggles with what she was taught and a
bitterness towards her mother that, under the circumstances is completely
understandable. The only thing I can’t decide, and I think I vary it according
to my mood, is whether she’s almost angry at the end, or half ashamed. To
challenge with ones eyes or to let them fall somewhat downcast has been my
greatest challenge.
Acting for me has always been a frustration, a
feeling that no matter how well your performance is given, you will never truly
do the character justice. Trying to convey to others not only what the
character is, in its very essence, but to make them feel it. Can that ever
really be accomplished? I tend to move away from the theatre of the absurd,
striving rather for a person, completed through my interpretation.
*My notes from class
today: Movement! No reading! Eyes in anger say so much. Background would be
helpful: Date? (1917) Resentful? Feeling!
Depth. Acknowledges himself to be base. Do not focus on the text, but on
the focus of your dialogue. SLOUCHING, SMILING, yay! I smiled while I told you
I slept with your wife, and you smiled too . . . Let’s all just have one big
happy party.
To be a truly great actress (or actor) one must be at home inside oneself. Unless you know who you are inside yourself, how can you know who you are inside someone else? A wise person once wrote, “It’s what you do when no one’s watching that defines who you are.” Perhaps we (as people) should watch ourselves more.
*Class Notes:
Monologues Retrospective comments
1. Caddyshack?
The problem is that you don’t have the other person there creating the balance
of position for the audience. Bobbing head details. I don’t think the man was malicious, I just think he was telling his
tale. Innocence can make it funny without causing us to dislike the character.
“I’ve just got the
feeling I can’t do it today” THAT’S WHY IT’S CALLED ACTING!
2.
Pacing rage . . . The Taming of the
Shrew almost despairing at the end. Sarcasm! It’s so important to have background on the character, if you don’t
your performance is definitely missing something.
3.
The monologue is fun! But the outfit
she’s wearing doesn’t go with it. When
you’re doing a monologue you should dress in clothing that will not hinder your
character’s performance.
The
whole teaching methodology is go to the limit and then come back to reality?
You
decide where (and what) your frame of movement is, and your frame of tone. Then
you move around with it.
4. Very
good intonation!!
5. How
old? When you’re playing someone older or
younger you have to make sure you’re acting like it . . . otherwise your
audience will become completely confused and not know what to think.
Though this is an
“actor’s journal” since I am primarily interested in directing this is going to
contain my thoughts on that as well, it can’t be helped, you can choose to say
that I am directing myself. I think it’s important to make a cohesive unit of a
monologue (any monologue) that you choose to do, this can be done by repetition
of motions, location onstage, height, and intonation. What I admire most in an
actor is subtlety, if they look like they’re acting, it’s not acting. True talent
will take whatever part it is given and will enact it in the most realistic way
possible. This does not mean that I don’t realize that caricatures are often
written into scripts (especially comedies) but they should be used only when
appropriate, and really good actors do them better anyway. I think that at all
times the author’s wishes and intent should be taken into consideration.
Inserted here are
excerpts from a conversation between me and a friend about drama and acting:
Me: *shakes head* I
think acting shouldn't look like you're acting
Friend: like Jack
Nicholson
M: yes!
F: several people
have said that he's himself in every role
M: really?
F: yes
F: and that's their
basis for disliking him
F: I think he's
great, though
M: I don't think so
at all
M: he looks the
same, his voice is the same, but you can tell by his intonation, gestures,
movements and emotional patterns that the roles he plays are different –
subtlety
M: he knows where he
is himself, and he doesn't overact because he's uncomfortable in a role
M: Keanu Reeves . .
. (on the other hand)
F: what an actor
F: I cried when I
saw Bill and Ted's Excellent Adventure
M: do you remember
"Little Buddha" (A movie we watched in History Class)
F: yes
M: that's when I cried
F: he was such a
convincing Sidartha, though
M: have you ever
seen The Producers?
F: yes
F: the Gene
Wilder/Zero Mostel version
M: yes! now they
didn't act naturally, but they were supposed to be caricatures, that's what
made it funny
F: yes
M: But if you had
someone WAY too dramatic playing Nora (Henrik Ibsen’s A Doll House), for
example, that would just make it weird
F: mmhmm
. . . the conversation then drifted
towards lunch. (Inapplicable, though not unimportant)
One of the things I
notice in class is that people need to research their monologues, have some
sense of time, background, appearance, situation, emotion, universal position.
Where is the person? (Physically? Emotionally?) Where do they come from?
(Family? Friends? Location?) When do they come from? (Time period? Any
significant historical events that would have shaped who they are? If so, what
were their opinions of these events?) What do they do? (Job? Hobbies?
Athletic/intellectual/both? What kinds of books do they like to read? What
movies do they watch? Where do they squeeze the toothpaste tube?) What is the
person thinking about? (This minute) How old are they? (If there is reference
to more than one time period, what were they like at each point, and what does
the more modern think of the former?) How do they move? (Gestures say so much
about who we are internally)
Then you get into
movements, when portraying a character you have to depart from the movements
you would put with certain situations; IT’S NOT YOU! Study how people of that
age move? Of that background? From that area? Study voice, intonation and
expression in all of these areas as well. I know that you have, in addition to
all the study, to make the person real, but that’s where it gets into good
acting or not. To add that spark of humanity to a character is what makes them
real for the audience - they can feel it. Authenticity is important, but it’s
more important to be REAL. (But not real yourself, real the character through
you) Never forget your personal interpretation, but be willing to look at your
character from different perspectives.
*Class notes: What
is he feeling? What is his background? How is he approaching this situation? I don’t think he’s trying to hurt him, or
put him in his place. I think the character was above that. You don’t
always have to prove yourself! Truly big people don’t.
I think that life
need not be always a melodrama. And to be able to act naturally is the ultimate
goal. There are caricatures in drama, certainly. But not ALL the characters are
that way.
No one talks about
intonation, or emotion, or even memorization, characterization?
*Class Notes:
(1) Relaxation
(2) Concentration
Why read standing in
front of the class? At least put some emotion behind it, skim it first for
comprehension (so you know what’s going on) and then do it for the class with
as much emotion and inflection as you can muster.
Professionalism
becomes very important in theatre. Why would a director want someone who
“doesn’t feel like it” or “can’t today” if you can’t do it today will you be
able to do it for the performance? You have to get past your insecurities to be
a good, professional actor. You also get into the trouble of romantic
involvement . . . some people can’t separate themselves from the characters
they play, and so they don’t understand that acting allows you to play
characters you may not morally or politically agree with. There is a smallness
that goes along with not being able to see anyone’s perspective but your own.
I’m supposed to
discuss the 5Ws of my character, here goes:
1.) (Who?)
Phyllis, 35-40, stressed. Mid-upper-class. Slacks and a sweater like Aunt
Elsie. If she worked, it would be in an office as one of the more executive
people, but probably she’s never really had to, because her parents took care
of her, and later her husband (her ex-husband) though she’s been involved in
lots of “activities.” They divorced as the natural evolution of their
relationship. Her own parents didn’t have a healthy relationship and she now
has trouble being real with others, as with being real with herself, because
she’s not sure who she is when she gets past all of the things she’s been
taught. She doesn’t have any particular accent, she was raised on the East
Coast but attended a West Coast university. Not because she really cared, but
because she was fulfilling the expectations of her. She is only now beginning
to wonder what she’s been missing all these years. Physically she’s moderate.
Neither beautiful or plain, fat nor skinny. She is any woman. I see her with
neutral brown hair and stressed features.
2.) (What?)
A person, who’s just been in a plane crash. I have placed her en-route to visit
her mother.
3.) (When?)
Mid-morning or mid afternoon. I place it between summer and fall, so that her
clothing is sufficient to keep her warm, but not oppressive.
4.) (Where?)
On an island, any island, but far enough away from people so as to take several
hours at least for them to be rescued.
5.) (Why?)
She’s lost, and questioning herself, calling to the audience, and to God, “What
is this? This life that I’m in? What does it mean? Why?” She is rather like
Nora in Ibsen’s A Doll’s House.
Today in class
Anatoly was wearing a really great sweater.
Comedy does not have
to be gross or vulgar, or in anyway immodest or indiscreet. I think that is one
of the most unfortunate misconceptions of our day. Lucille Ball wasn’t
inappropriate. People think I’m hilarious and laugh at/with me a good deal, but
I don’t frequent disgusting subjects that are not fit for my consumption.
Perhaps I have a higher standard about what I put in my head than others do
though.
*Class Notes:
ACTOR’S PRIMARY
RESPONSIBILITY: To express the character.
+physicalization (age, gestures, walk,
posture)
My favorite animal?
. . . I’m not sure I have a favorite animal. I guess Zander (my fish) would have
to be my favorite animal. But I don’t really identify with animals (unless I’m
eating them).
Meyerhold –
biomechanics
Actor = Actor I +
Actor II
(creator) (medium)
*Class Notes: If
everything comes only from within something will always be missing.
When you ask
children to act and when you ask older people to act the difference is the
affect of the world.
Stanislovsky “Private in Public”
Inside
out
Behave in public as
if the public did not exist.
Enormous imagination
is necessary.
IDENTIFICATION
PRINCIPLE – EMPATHY SO YOU CAN BECOME . . . you must understand everyone
At last he’s right, the most complicated thing is the human soul.
Actors + Audience
= Performance
It’s amazing when
you’re actually performing how much a part of the performance the audience is.
You can feel their response. And knowing what they appreciate actually changes,
not necessarily physically, but internally changes your performance.
NUANCE IS
IMPORTANT!!! Though I agree, it’s difficult to make that clear to someone who’s
not used to thinking about it.
*Class Notes:
Stanislovsky – psychological theatre
stress on psychological acting
Meyerhold – “if I
will draw into my self all the truths of my body”
Logic/reason
Stress on physical acting/theatre
It would be really helpful if I watched television or movies for this class. I have no idea what they’re talking about half the time. But when I talk about plays they’re just as lost . . . so I guess it just falls into the category of vicious cycles.
You have to break every
action into cycles, everything must be coreographed.
SCENES
Why is there bouncing (try to keep
your own responses from confusing the audience . . . it’s quite distracting) Not all arguments are physically close . .
. keep the emotion in your voice even when you get to the resolution.
What is the physical atmosphere, it should be in the body.
DO NOT GAGE YOURSELF BY YOUR AUDIENCE!!! I absolutely detest that little side-glance that so many actors do to find out how they’re doing with their audience. They don’t realize that the audience doesn’t exist in the scene, they’re there, but NOT. DO NOT LOOK AT THEM!!!
“If acting is not
enjoyable then we have a problem.”
~Anatoly
Doing a scene with
someone else makes me feel like I’m victimizing them. Is this insecurity on my
part? I don’t think so. I think it’s that I feel sorry for them because I apply
such harsh standards towards everything I do and so I don’t want them to enter
in lest they become subject to such unachievable standards.
“Acting = Reacting”
1) Character \
2) Situation / Improv
Beginning
actors should not be allowed to do
Shakespeare. If you don’t do it naturally it’s BAD, and beginning actors (in
general) can’t pull it off.
Past -> Present
-> Future (KNOW WHO/WHAT YOU ARE)
Future begins in
present, past transitions to future in present
Don’t let people
dislike your monologue, work the audience.
Anatoly said
operating on stereotypes was ok . . . I’ve always felt that theatre should
break down stereotypes.
*Class Notes: (Personal)
Characterization, Volume
Who is this man,
what is his history? What would living through what he’s lived thorough have
been like?
Swearing doesn’t add
emphasis if it sounds like you’re accustomed to peppering your speech with it –
sometimes subtlety is the best insult. (and the most effective)
Yelling makes you a
smaller person, if you and the other person both yell: both = small. If you’re
doing a monologue and another person is a prop in it they you have to create
the entire scene in your head, with their reactions and how you respond to
them.
Yelling can cause
people to shut down just as whispering can cause violence, it’s all in the
power of words . . .
“The power of words.” Indeed. If
there’ s anything my generation has let ebb away it’s their power over words.
As Evelyn Waugh said, “One forgets words as one forgets names. One’s vocabulary
needs constant fertilizing or it will die.” She also said, “I put the words
down and push them a bit.” Jorge Luis Borges said, “Writing is nothing more than
a guided dream.” The idea present in all these things is that words must be
internalized, grown, and then pushed or guided out. If you know words they will
work for you, vocabulary is one of the most powerful things we have, and yet
people cannot speak. Pick up a dictionary for goodness sakes! At some point
education became a bad thing, no one wanted to look “superior” to anyone else,
lack of education became a compliment to all those around you. However this
cannot in Truth be so. If you are ignorant and around me, all it says about me
is that I surround myself with ignorant people because I either have low
self-esteem and need to feel powerful, or I myself am ignorant and don’t know
the difference. Unfortunate. We should pride ourselves on education more than
we do on material possessions, yet this I do not find in the world.